Other than that I want to say that I have been having a great summer lately. Last weekend we went to Chad's parents cabin for 3 nights and four days and the weather was around 35 degrees celsius everyday (around 90 soemthing farneight!) plus humidex! So we had a ton of fun going to the beach!

I got home on tuesday than went with my parents to Grand Beach which is just the best beach ever! So I am nicely tanned! Wednesday I spent doing laundry! Thursday I went on the hunt for r o sebud salve which is a really good lip slave which I really need. I found out over the weekend that vaseline is relaly bad for you and doesn't solve a chapped lip sitauion that I have! Than I had mommies group and than I stopped on the way home at a store and discovered a great sale! I got a long beige spring jcaket for $10, shorts for $7.50, two tanks for $5 each and two pairs of sunglasses for $3.50 each. I was really happy about the sunglasses as I lost my "cool" and only had my old ones and felt like a loser! I don't know why I felt so bad about myself about it but I did! I was just thrilled finding those deals as it was for stuff that I really needed! Friday I brought Ariel to the wading pool and visited a friend that night.

I just got home from the beach. Around 12 of us went to our friends parents cabin for the day. 9 kids all of us but one couple had kids. It was so awesome hanging at the beach with our good friends! And there cabin is gorgeous 2000 sq foot brand new right on the beach! Absolutely awesome! I really had a great time!

I have to say that I am making the most of being a stay at home mommy this summer! My SIL went away for 4 weeks so she lent me her vehicle so I have been able to do so much more! But just in general it's been great!

I do want to 'talk' about something that is bothering me. Chad told me that he would like me to buy a new bikkini as mine is quite revealing. My whole life I have always attracted a lot of attention at the beach. My brother loved to walk behind me and listen to people talk about how they must be fake. I am not as skinny as I used to be but I still wear a bikkini at the beach. I hate that people think because I am larger chested I have to cover up when there flashing what they have. When there wearing low cut shirts that you can see cleavage in even though it's smaller. When your large chested your cleavage starts a lot higher than others, and basically you have to wear a high collared shirt to not show anything. I wear a bikkni as a bathing suit doesn't fit me both on top and bottom and often results that when I sit down you can see a lot of bum! I am not some huge person so I like to wear a bikkni. It bothers me that people are like that. God made me this way. I am beauitful because he made me! Don't go acting like it's a sin that I have a huge chest! I am sorry that I am a lot skinnier than you are after having a baby. I am sorry that you can't tell that I had a baby! It's not my fault! I am not wearing a bikkini to make you feel bad! I know it's hard to get your body back after having children and that everyone is different! I told Chad to stop worrying what others think. I told him I don't mind buying a new one but now is not the time to go telling me that. Last year I was lucky to get one at the end of June and I paid $120 for it on sale! It does show a lot but I can't wear the round the neck syles as it hurts and gives me a migraine, and this was the best I could find last year. Plus I think I may be pregnant next summer and will probably get something maternity (sadly it's so easy to find maternity bathing suits in my size on top!) Okay I can't believe I am doing this but here is a picture on me in my bikkini. I actually was horrified to see how low my top was so I pulled it up a bit afterwards! This was taken my first day at the beach so I am a lot more tanned now!

I am not thrilled with my body and I am currently watching how I eat and not eating candy (I ususally eat candy if not everyday some days)