Those are all relaly strong emotions for something that many of you will think is not a big deal. Some friends of ours had a baby boy tonight. They named him Hudson Connor.
Hudson is my boy name.
I know it may have been just an accident which what can I do. But it's still upsetting.
But what makes me upset is that this guy's sister called me last year to ask if they could use Hudson if they had a boy as they liked it but knew it was my name. I know she discussed boy names with people and I wonder if it came up that she liked it but couldn't use it because I didn't want her to. I really think it did as they are family and if she discussed boy names with me I am sure she did it with them too.
When our friend Matthew told us tonight (he had a cell phone message from Mark the dad) as soon as I said that is our name he went on immediately went on about how can people get mad and so on. I think he knew, it was just too quick.
I will probably never know. And sure if they liked that name on there own and than heard that it was our name than what could be done. But if they only knew of that name because of me....
I don't know I am still mad.

I think we have decided on a girls name. Isla it is prounced EyeLa it's Isla Fischer's name. I think it's so pretty! As for a boy we may still go with Hudson as I have imagined a little boy with blonde hair named Hudson. But we are considering Harrison but with a different spelling. I do not want Harry and I will be one of those people who will not allow you to call him Harry if that is the case. We are trying to come up with different spelling of Harrison. I like how Jaxen is not Jackson so your not tempted to call him Jack, it has to be able to done for Harrison to. Heirson? I don't know...

At my church Hudson hasnt' been used in a long time. I know that people are going to be telling Sophie and Mark how much they like the name and I am going to get to hear it. She is probably joining our mom's group. Our baby will be in class probably if they also send there son to our church's school. It's going to bother me. But on the other hand if in a few years we have nothing to do with them and I didn't name our baby that because of them I dont' want to regret it!

This baby very well may be a girl but that doens't mean I won't have another baby. I know I say two but I may really want to try again for a boy.